I Had Planned to Throw Myself off Mount Damavand

In FUSE 45, Ghamari speaks candidly about a period when she considered ending her life on Mount Damavand, her experience of suicidal thoughts, hidden pressures, and the difficult journey back to life. The conversation does not replace professional help, but breaks the silence around this experience.

Fuse is an independent Persian-language video podcast. Arash Nalchegar uses long-form conversation to move beyond prepared answers and examine the ideas, experiences and tensions that shape each guest’s work.